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14 03 2009
The Quakers

The Quakers

In March 2008 Rachel’s first novel THE QUAKERS was published by Wakefield Press. The book won the Adelaide Festival Award for Best Unpublished Manuscript and has, since publication, received a great deal of attention, including an invitation for Rachel to attend the prestigious 2008 Sydney Writers’ Festival.

Described by John Birmingham (author of HE DIED WITH A FELAFEL IN HIS HAND) as “unputdownable” THE QUAKERS is a love story with a twist, where friendship turns to obsession and addictions lead to murder.

Rachel’s second novel THE HEAVEN I SWALLOWED was named Runner Up in the 2008 Australian/Vogel Award and is under consideration for publication. She is currently working on her third novel about cosmetic surgery and the power of beauty.





A Different Journey

23 07 2010

I haven’t really become a regular poster/blogger on this website of mine and I guess that is because of 2 things: 1. I often don’t feel I need to contribute my words and thoughts to a world drowning in opinions and 2. much more pragmatically, in the last year I’ve started the journey towards motherhood and life has found a different kind of rhythm.

I am now a week away from my due date and my belly feels as sketched as it can possibly go. These past few weeks, since I finished work, have been challenging: becoming a completely biological creature, as opposed to an intellectual one, has been quite confronting at times. Us women who were brought up in an era that didn’t think much of being in the kitchen and certainly didn’t see ourselves raising hordes of kids find it harder to come to terms with this change in the direction of our lives. I remember writing a list of things “to do” in my life and quite far down the list was the item “have children” and then the word “children” was crossed out and replaced by the words “a child”.

Even though we have now entered the age of a shift back towards the veneration of the mother – to the point where successful women haven’t really made it unless they’ve also had biological children (eg. witness the headline news reaction to Nicole Kidman giving birth, as if her adopted children didn’t really count), I still think women of my ilk – in their 30s with some degree of a career developed – find the shift a bit uncomfortable. Do I really want to go to a morning dedicated to talking about the benefits of reusable nappies? Am I really content spending nights making felt decorations for the bassinet?

It is a strange conundrum because often when I ask myself these questions, I find, deep inside, I can answer with a “yes”. I was very happy when the corner of our bedroom dedicated to the soon-to-be arrival was transformed by a butterfly mobile I had made myself and teddy-bear stickers I spent a day tracking down. Things that, five years ago, I would have rolled my eyes at and seen as a waste of time.

It is a shame really that “educated” women have so often been taught to look down at the basics of life: cooking, cleaning, caring for others. For the majority of my life, the three ‘c’s have been pushed aside for that other big ‘c’: the CV. One must always be achieving for the sake of a line on your Curriculum Vitae.

Not to say that career isn’t an important part of one’s life but I am glad to have been given the opportunity to see things a little differently now: to strike out towards a bit more balance.





Emerging Writers’ Festival

20 05 2009

So, onto another festival, this time the Emerging Writers’ Festival in Melbourne. Will be on a panel called ‘The Interstate Divide’ on Saturday 30 May at the Town Hall. Have exactly 7 minutes to speak on the differences of writing voices from different states. I guess that is 1 minute per state.

I had a great time in Penola – 8 people rocked up to the workshop – and I think I gave them some okay advice. Tried to make sure that my writing tips were actually exercises I’d done myself when re-drafting, rather than just talking about stuff to fill in the 3 hours. But, now, back to the first draft of book number three…





Penola Coonawarra Arts Festival

14 05 2009

I will be appearing at the Penola Coonawarra Arts Festival this weekend (16-17 May). On a panel called “Pathways to Success” which sounds rather arrogant and non-self-deprecating (very un-Australian!) Also running a workshop about “Re-writing Towards Publication”. Have spent many days preparing for it so hope some people book…

Finding it easier to talk about writing – the writing I’ve done, the writing I’m going to do – than actually doing any writing. Am trying to reassure myself that there are all different phases to being a writer: times when you think and digest and debate… yeah, yeah, it is probably procastination really. Oh well, back to re-designing my workshop handouts. They have to look pretty don’t they?





100 Most Beautiful People List

30 04 2009

People Magazine has just released its ’100 Most Beautiful People’ List and it has been topped by Christina Applegate. Apparently she had a breast cancer scare and, a la Kylie, managed to cope with it well. What exactly does this means? That she managed not to be seen when she was really ill? That she managed to re-appear healthy and shiny, without any seeming change to her appearance? This is what Kylie managed to do and was labeled a role model.

The notion of the ‘most beautiful’ list seems so primitive to me, but as I’m currently researching the idea of beauty via cosmetic surgery, it is very apt.

It’s fascinating that the magazine puts out this list, which is so obviously concerned with surface level beauty, but then tries to justify itself by voting Applegate number one because of her “courage” in the face of adversity. This is their way of trying to pretend such lists are more about inner beauty, rather than outer beauty. Who are they trying to kid?





Collected Words

23 04 2009

This is a small collection of words I’ve found inspiring over the years:

He searched for himself and his people in all the history books he read and discovered to his youthful astonishment that he didn’t exist. This troubled him so much that he resolved, as soon as he was old enough, to leave his land and find the people who did exist, to see what they looked like.
Ben Okri, Astonishing the Gods

I was nothing, I am nothing, I will be nothing. But I will live out my life in freedom and let noble, considerate souls share in the experiences of this free inner life, by putting them out in the most concentrated form on paper.
Peter Altenberg

Those who disappeared or died because they entered into the bush – whether mallee scrub, dense mountain growth or sandy desert – earned their community the right to stay. Their suffering could be construed as one of the rites of ownership. The telling and retelling of stories of the lost was an affirmation of belonging.
Kim Torney, Babes in the Bush: The Making of an Australian Image

In the desert
I saw a creature, naked, bestial,
Who, squatting upon the ground,
Held his heart in his hands,
And ate of it.
I said, “Is it good, friend?”
“It is bitter – bitter”, he answered,
“But I like it
Because it is bitter,
And because it is my heart.”

‘In The Desert’, Stephen Crane





Labelling Fiction

23 04 2009

I am currently plugging away trying to write my third novel. When I first started out I didn’t really care about categories of writing, I  was just writing what I wanted to write. Now, it seems everything is category driven (from blogs to book  stores) and you have to be aware of what “market” you are writing for. I used to think in terms of readers, now you have to think in terms of demographics. I find this depressing and I wonder how it is going to effect my work. Do I abandon the novel I’m writing because I’m not sure it will fit into any particular market? Do I go off and write a crime novel because, at least, the booksellers will be able to put it into that much more popular area (than that avoided area “literature”)? And just what is “popular” literature?

I never thought THE QUAKERS was “literary” but, then, one of the first questions a radio interviewer asked me was whether I thought the front cover made it look like a Young Adult novel? I’ve had 60 year olds tell me that they loved the book, as well as 14 year olds. Why does everything have to be so vigorously labelled? Is it because we don’t have enough time to spend on finding what we want to read? (But what are we doing that is so much more important – renovating our houses??) And when has reading a book that didn’t turn out to be exactly what you thought it was going to be done anyone any harm?





The Writing Life

30 03 2009

I have been writing from a very young age and, like most writers, often preferred reading to any other activity. Apparently, my mother has a collection of novels I put together as a child, with covers and numbered pages, but I don’t remember what any of those were about. I do remember reading one of my short stories out to my primary school class. It was about a birthday picnic on the moon and I remember having that first rush when you are able to captivate an audience with something that is entirely made up.

Perhaps I’ve been trying to re-create that experience ever since, because I love reading, and writing, work that is fast-paced, slightly edgy and gives me a real insight into how other people’s brains work. I am impatient with too much flowery description and am always hungry for contemporary Australian work that describes the world I have lived in. Not to say I don’t read the classics or international writers but I often get the biggest thrill from recognising a time, place or feeling that I have actually experienced myself.

I began writing THE QUAKERS because I suddenly realised that my own teenage and university years – growing up in the 1980s – were rarely depicted in fiction in Australia. Not long after the publication of my novel a random “review” appeared on a random website (I found it after Googling myself, I admit). It read: “At last a novel that captures the themes of Australian youth and the trauma of adolescents. I could not put down The Quakers until I finished it – a must read.” Whoever you are, Mark Jones, thank you! This is exactly what I wanted to do.

The other story behind the novel is the one of sitting next to a particular girl in high school. She went on to be involved in a horrific crime, which I used as the springboard for my fiction. While a great deal of the reviews – and the publicity – have focussed on this side of things, I believe the book is better judged on its own terms. So many readers have told me that it is compelling, not because of its relation to a real-life case but because it is written, and structured, in a way that is interesting and deceptively simple.

Currently, I am writing my third novel, as well as dipping into short stories, plays and films, and waiting to hear about whether my second novel will be published. Publication of my first novel was just another step on the long road of creativity. If you are reading this site, I hope you either enjoyed THE QUAKERS, plan to go buy it now or are generally enjoying your own time inside your unique brain.








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